Medium Post 2: Deja Vu – Abhey Singh, May 17, 2021
The clouds I see lie in the repetition of the concept of cloud over and over in my mind. It’s the result of the entire movement, and if one is sensitive, the entire moment can be felt again. It’s the sum total of all memory of that word or symbol or icon.
That’s the feeling of déjà vu. Seeing something again. We exist in loops. Loop of past, present, future. The loop of cause-effect. The loop of love and moving on. This entire quest to fill what’s empty. This endless scrolling, this endless writing, the endless wandering to find meaning. Meaning in words is not what we are trying to find here. We have read a lot of words and it’s still empty.
It’s because words are empty; when we get filled up with happiness, the experience actually fills us. Only experience can fill. Experience is present. Life finds its way in death, and death finds its way in life. What ‘is’ doesn’t have doubts. It’s life; it’s what you are living in. When you let go of the resistance to not be in the present, that’s when the realization of life happens.
Slowly, we move.
Towards present
It is what is
Yet one keeps finding this doubt
Doubts lie in fear
One is afraid of being
Because one has seen measurements
Of life death, success failure, meaningful meaningless …..
One is getting measured by the measurement one devised for the other
A bird afraid of being a bird
A love bounded by fears
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